you're moments ago but seconds away

I have another job now! woo! okay so the situation is I work 2 jobs. my first is Merle Norman Cosmetics and Day Spa and it's cool because it's cosmetics and I love being around makeup all the time. it's what I want, you know? except that I'm not growing or learning shit. and all the clients are fucking old. I mean like.. 55 60+ old. that's fucked, man! I'm 19! I want to be doing 20s, 30s! And they hardly get any business in the spa area so I feel as if my license is for nothing, you know? And the owner, Marge, is like.. kind of a shitty owner. she pays me late and makes fucking stupid mistakes. I know life is hard and stuff but get your shit together, mate! PAY ME! I worked those hours and I don't want to be fucking waiting 4 extra days for my check. She also lost my time and commissions cards once! good fucking thing I keep a personal record or I'd be fucked out of hours.

So what I decided to do is apply to this spa around my area called Rejuvenescence (I got the job). I've never really been to a real spa before so when I went to apply for this one I was totally in awe. it's a fantastic spa that has everything! IT HAS A FUCKIN' SAUNA IN IT! I was totally in shock when I saw that. it's perfect I love it and I just was in there a couple times only. AND they do makeup! Jesus it's everything I want and I'll be getting clients and growing! I'm going to be doing nails there primarily and hopefully work my way around though doing a bit of everything could be nice. My first like.. "day" is this saturday so I'm super excited but also a bit nervous.

on to other things, I want to color my hair. I'm sick of just one color. I want weird! I want funky! I miss my old hair. :( I just don't know what I want anymore!